I can feel the tension of the world tonight

I can feel the tension of the world tonight, even though the two biggest hot spots are Florida, especially Miami, and the Middle East, especially Israel. I guess that exposing the Apollo 18 mission, has really wracked the "Faction 3" that benefited most from it, and quite possibly everyone is concerned that they may act in force.

Of especially high risk is Miami, which actually is named after Maya-imi--the same Magi/Maya of ancient Babylon involved in this ancient factional conflict, and Israel. This faction desperately wants Israel destroyed. While I am aware of the high tension, and worry like every one else who is privy to what is really going on in the world, I don't have the deep sense of dread that I usually get, when something is about to happen, and consciously I am unaware. My ex-lover lives in southern Florida, and I think my intuition would be sending alarm bells if she were in danger. I always am worried about Israel, and while I don't have a deeply personal connection to the nation, I still regard it as the Holy Land, and think that I would feel a gnawing knot, if a scalar terrorist attack were imminent.

Having said this, I am fully prepared for anything. Tonight is definitely going to be a tempazapam night for me. In the military, benzodiazepenes are considered a "No go" pill, meaning the pilots/soldiers can relax into a good night's sleep; variants of speed or uppers are "go pills", meaning that they can't go to sleep, but must remain alert. I am sure that military personnel off the coast of Florida and all along the borders of Israel are in full "go" mode, but for me, a good night's sleep is my "go" mode.

There has been a lot happening in my personal life that I really need to address, but that will have to wait. Right now, I feel the need for information, so between now and my "go" pill, I am going to try to read as much as I can of Joseph Farrell's book, "The Giza Star Destroyed". I am so eager to search for the information that I am seeking in it, that I bought it on Kindle--which to me, an old-fashioned book lover, is odious heresy. However, I can't wait a couple of days to receive it through the mail--I need to dig in and read NOW. In the meantime, my thoughts, prayers and best wishes are for all those on "go" pills on the front lines, in whatever form and wherever that may be.